The way you treat me rn is the same way I used to care about her. About a friend that I really love as known as bulan.
She was really special. I happened to keep updating about her. Checking her walls in my free time. Every single day. Just to know if she's getting better. Her health was my everything. Mentally and physically. I ever cried for her because she said she didn't want to get better. She was giving on her life. I cried hard for every single day.
That was the perk of my love towards my friend. I cried days and night in my prayer may God give her more and more strength to fight in her life. I cried for her. I didn't want she get hurt by any chance.
And look, my story is in past tense.
Giving all I have for a friend that I really love, and seeing you act the same way I did to her. Now I know there is still someone who won't make me as a second choice like him.
And honestly, I really appreaciate you no matter how hard I try to forget about you.
